Ok ok I'm back.Hehehehe~lots of people leaving impatient messages on my message board d.Sorry guys.So,I'm back from,let's see,I think the last time I left here was before I went Taiping,then I came back and fatt mou-ed for sometime,then went Singapore,then came back for sometime again,then went Japan,& just came back a couple of days ago.
Trip to Japan was awesome!But the stuff there was too damn expensive,so din get to buy much.sniff*But the place there was really super duper hella of nice.Would like to recommend you guys to go there if you plan to go somewhere for a holiday,start saving money now!Coz its expensive,but when u get down to it,its really worth all the money.If it weren't for my sis who dared to even suggest Japan,I guess I wouldn't have had the chance to go there.Coz we were only planning to go Taiwan/Hong Kong at first,it was actually a trip my dad promised me since I was in Standard 6!Coz I got good results for my UPSR.But then there was the economy downturn(tht was 1997) so we had to cancel the trip.Can you believe it?Procrastinated from then till now.That's 10 years exactly.Anyway,I wanted to go Taiwan(probably coz I watched too many Taiwan dramas and variety shows.Hehe.),but my sister wasn't interested in the place,she suggested Hong Kong instead.But then my mum had been to HK already,so its kinda a waste of money to go there again.Then we had a chat and she mentioned how much she longed to go to Japan.As if I didn't!Going to Japan was a dream of mine since I was 14 years old,ok?!But then it'd be too expensive for my dad to afford for a whole family trip,so I never dared to suggest the place to him.Thanks to my sis and her big mouth,he actually said yes.We were all like 'Whoopie!'.Damn excited.
Overall,the trip was superb.But I gained weight after that T_T.Sigh~gotta start swimming again.
Been reading another of Jodi Picoult's books lately.The Pact.Its an amazingly heart-touching book.But its heart-wrenching as well.Its about a beautiful love story of 2 teenagers who knew each other since the day they were born and had since been sticking with each other for their entire lives.Until one day,the girl decided to commit suicide and left the boy alone with charges of murdering his girlfriend and a whole world torn apart.The more I read the book the more I hated the girl,Emily for her selfishness.How can she leave someone she loved and who loved her so much that easily?She can even discuss her suicide plans with her boyfriend and plead him to help her with it.I mean,how can you do that to someone who can never imagine living without you?I'd rather die than to see my loved ones grieve for me.Sigh~However,the story was still beautiful,despite the fact that I hated Emily and the ending,coz the poor guy had to live without that someone he had lived his whole life with.Which is why each time I read the book I read it with the feeling of having a great heavy rock sitting on my heart.Because the book starts off with the suicide and then only weave back into memories the guy had of Emily together with his contemporary situations,which means from the beginning u already know that there won't be a happily ever after ending.Sad...Worst thing was nobody ever knew what made Emily end her life in the end!Nobody at all.That's the fact that disturbs me the most.Sigh~Still,I'd like to recommend this book to those of you who are interested in reading(Suzanne maybe?) coz overall,its still a wonderful book.
Hmm...but for the time being,I think I've had enough of Jodi Picoult's books.All of her books,at least all that I've read,involve court cases!Not that they're not good,but I'm really beginning to get sick of them.Yet,I have another 2 unread books of her on my bookshelf now.*groans*
Oh ya,& is everybody on holiday now?I'm soo outdated.Update me!
digital love; 22:25
Wednesday, 5 September 2007
Sorry guys,I know its really a headache to read the texts in this new blogskin,but I honestly have NO idea on how to change the "line btw texts" thingy.Should really have paid more attention in IT class.Anywayz please just bear with me for this while,guys,I'll change my blogskin as soon as I find time.
Just checked my results and I nearly had the shock of my life.An 'A' for Design & Layout and...a 'C' for Intro to Ad?!WTF!That's supposed to be a Year 1 subject!I haven't had any C's since the dreaded Malaysian Studies,& that was expected.I even managed to scrape a B for my other nightmare,Film Studies when what I expected was supposed to be a 'fail'.So tell me why am I getting a 'C' for Intro to Ad when I don't even remember I flunked really badly in any of the assignments?Or my final paper?I mean not that I did really well,but at least I remember doing far more worse in other subjects & yet I didn't get a 'C' for them.So what exactly happened??
Sigh,wish me luck.
digital love; 12:26
Tuesday, 21 August 2007
#12 Adios,UCSI!
"Fuck UCSI" is the only final words I want to say to UCSI on my final day in the damn college.Just in case,I've rechecked my subject list and yes!I've confirmed finished all my Year 1 & Year 2 subjects!Woohoo!I'm gonna leave the damn place!Most 'happy' thing is,I actually had to give the bloody shit f&*%^ing college an extra RM50 on my LAST day here.Just because I brought my handphone into the examination hall today & I'm so unfortunate to drop it onto the floor!I knew it!When the string of that 'fortune cat' which has been hanging on my hp for a very very long time suddenly broke last night,I kinda had this feeling that something bad might happen.& see?!For how many semester I had always hide my handphone in my jacket when I go for exams in college.Coz I don't want to leave it in my bag outside and let it be at risk of being stolen!Sometimes I leave it in my car,but then 1 day it just happened to dawn upon me that 'what if my car gets stolen?'Then I won't even have my hand phone with me to call my parents!& I'll be losing both my car and my hand phone!Is that something stupid to worry about?Anyway,my stupid worries led to today's mishap.Shit!I was halfway doing the Intro to Ad paper when I crossed my legs,totally forgetting about my hand phone hidden inside,and the phone just had to drop onto the floor right in front of an examiner.@#$%!@%!The weird thing was the examiner didn't do anything on the spot(well,I din look up to see his face also),so I bent down and picked up my phone pretending nothing happened.It was only after many hours,in fact,half and hour before the exam ended that a lady(I forgot she's head of what shit oredi) suddenly approached me asking "Is this O20(my stupid seat number)?Can we check your jacket?We suspect you have a hand phone with you.'(Fuiyoh,like cops questioning 'we suspect u have drugs with u' aje).So I had to turn my pockets out la.She then took a piece of paper and took down my name and ID and told me to get my hand phone back from the exams centre after this.I didn't realise it was that serious,thought they're probably just going to confiscate my phone until after exams,then I can get it back safely,until I saw the 'No hand phones' notice on the exams slip!RM50 to get back my phone?!!That was when I really couldn't concentrate on my exam paper anymore.Luckily I've already finished,just checking the objective part answers.Damn shit!Fuck fuck fuck!Still dunno who was the bastard who reported on me,maybe it was that examiner who saw my hp drop on the floor,or was it someone who saw me when I decided to put my phone into the pocket of my jacket so it wouldn't drop again?But why drag so long only take action?Really weird.Damn!I should've finished & left early.The paper didn't need 2 hours to complete afterall.If it wasn't because I was kinda taking my own sweet time coz I was feeling sleepy!What is wrong with the Brand Chicken Essence I took before exam?Probably expired.Anyway,fuck fuck fuck!Tried to seek help from Mr James who saw me when my phone got confiscated coz I was utterly super duper shit RELUCTANT to pay the RM50 fine!But there was nothing he could do.The blardy woman was just too damn strict.Screw her...What's more,she even asked me to come back tomorrow morning.WTF!?& leave my phone with u bunch of hooligans overnight?It was only after I still refuse to leave the hall(while Mr James consoled me) that she finally told me 'Maybe u can try going to the exams centre after 5.30pm coz they will only be collecting the phones then'Take note:phoneSS.Need to send people to purposely go and collect everyday after exams somemore.Each phone RM50,can u imagine their faces of glee upon seeing the handphoneSS?Dunno if Mr James was exaggerating or what,he told me there were hundreds of other hps confiscated today as well.Hundreds.& that is today only.Do the math,people.Now we know where the money for the college's numerous FULL PAGE and HALF PAGE advertisements in newspapers came from.Mass Comm students,you should know very well how much newspaper ads cost?Especially FULL PAGE + COLOURED ones.Damn shit blood sucking college!Full of leeches.Aaaaaarrghhh!I'm so damn geram I'm robbed of RM50!%#$@#!@#$!
Please everybody,if you know anybody planning to enroll into UCSI,do everything you can to stop them!We don't want more victims.I'm so damn glad I'm leaving already.To all my dearest coursemates,all the very best!Remember to be smart and keep your money away from the leeches!
digital love; 18:49
Thursday, 16 August 2007
#11 Freezing water, dirty men
Bukit Jalil swimming pool's water is freezing to the max!I don't ever wish to go there again.Because
1stly,the water is too crazily cold.I strongly refused to step into the pool at 1st.But then I realized the stupid lifeguard was watching right behind me and I'd have to chat with him if I don't get in the water soon.Imagine the coldness when I forced myself to dip into the pool!I was basically shivering from top to toe in the pool and my teeth were chattering.& when you start to swim,you can actually feel the coldness flow to your spine and into your bones.Really damn cold I tell you!Can feel the numbness when you start swimming.Brrrrrrrrrrr!Its probably because the pool is indoors,that makes the water soo damn cold.
2ndly,the distance from the car park to the pool is too far.Or is it just because I'm too used to the Bandar Tun Razak swimming pool whereby its car park is right outside the stadium.But Bukit Jalil's...gosh,I wonder why they don't allow people to enter the section where the aquatic stadium is situated.There are plenty of car parks there!We had to walk so far and the place was kind of deserted despite the fact that it is still within the stadium area.
3rdly,there are too many dirty men in the stadium!& they are supposed to be guards in the stadium!Aren't they supposed to be looking after people's safety?How come they are making people feel unsafe instead?From the moment we(me and another fren) arrive at the stadium,we are greeted by a "Ah moi,boleh berkenalan?" from the stupid guards collecting parking fees from us.I answered firmly but with a fake smile on my face "Tak boleh."Then we got lost inside and stopped to ask direction from a couple of stupid Malay boys.Yes,we got our directions alright,but together with a "moi,lawa lah."WTF!?& when we were at the pool and floating by the side coz we haven't warm up yet,I asked the security guard to stop looking at us coz we know we look stupid enough,& the answer we got back was "sebab u lawa mah."Again,WTF?!
I really hate the place.If it wasn't because Tun Razak's pool was still in maintainence & my friend really really wanted to swim,I wouldn't have gone there.Summore need to pay RM4 entrance fee + RM1.50 parking fee.Geramnya~
digital love; 01:37
Sunday, 5 August 2007
# Another Day in Hell
Good morning,Joanna!& its the PC again.Still working my ass off for my Design & Layout final project.Suddenly I feel relieved that I didn't choose to take Graphic Design over Mass Comm at the first place.I have no sense of creativity AT ALL.Of course,or else I would've finished this mock magazine thingy ages ago,instead of still being stuck here and still cracking my brains out for my double-spread layout.Just for the sake of enlightening my mood a bit,I went around surfing at people's blogs just now & came across Suzanne's blog.Seems like Media Law & Ethics final presentation is finally over.Congratulations girls!Then there were pictures of them taken right after their 'moot court' thingy,which looked like fun.& I suddenly had this really sad + lonely + isolated feeling.My first thought was:Hey,all my friends are there!& then the 2nd thought was:Where was I?Followed by the pang of realization:Oh ya,of course,I no longer take any subjects with them anymore.Sigh~I miss them sooo much.Its like classes without my own bunch of coursemates just...don't feel like classes anymore.This semester is so terrible.I feel like a total loner coz my classmates are all juniors.& they have all formed their own gangs already,so basically what I do is hang/sit around with a vacant expression on my face(which I have been putting on for 1 sem already) and try to jut in some conversations once in a while.& when class is over,I basically race back home.God knows what happened to those lunch outings I used to go to wif my coursemates before.Gone gone away.Sigh~everytime I'm in college I begin to wonder:How come I don't know this college anymore?Look at the people around,I don't even know who these people are!They're all faceless to me.The worst thing was,I hardly even get to catch a glimpse of my own batch of coursemates!Its like everyone just vanished in thin air.Guess its because their classes are all in the morning,whereas I only have mine in the afternoon.Then there comes those old friends of other courses like Lionel & Hau Shen who ALWAYS asks me "Hey,alone geh?where are the others?Dang leh,Jest leh..?"Another stooping sensation in my stomach.Yes,don't doubt it,I'm a loner.
Of course,this is all thanks to my transferring to NZ next year,which,hopefully I get to go.Coz I still haven't got the acceptance letter yet.If not,congratulations,I'll have to continue with these dreadful lonely semesters here.*praying real hard*If everything goes well this should be my last semesters already.Hey girls,go have lunch someday leh?If not I won't get to see u all already loh.Always wanted to ask you guys out but everytime I see your blogs I change my mind.Coz everybody seems sooooo bz!I don't even dare to suggest the idea.Can already imagine your panda eyes and all.lol.Guess I'm the only person who's like...too blardy free.But really hope to see you gals more before I leave UCSI le,will definitely miss u all.Or you all set a time when everybody is free(since u'll be seeing each other so it'll be more convenient) then inform me?That is only if u all wanna meet up la,if not nvm.*sob sob*
K,gotta continue wif my work edi.Sigh x1000...Take care u gals.
digital love; 11:07
Wednesday, 18 July 2007
#9 Mass MIScommunication
Come to think of it,I don't even know why I'm in Mass communication course.I don't even like communicating.I seldom take the initiative to get to know people when I'm in a new environment,I'm lazy to make phonecalls,I seldom talk when I'm at home,I prefer to be the listener when I'm with a group of friends(unless if I'm drunk or utterly tired but don't get to sleep or when I'm high in caffeine),I'm lazy to think of topics to talk about,I prefer to sink into my own thoughts when I can actually be mingling around with people.When I talk,I'm lazy to make myself clear,& when people misunderstand I don't even bother to explain.*suddenly realises*Oh my god!Am I a hermit?How on earth can a hermit excel in the Mass Comm industry?& to think I'm even dreaming of hosting programs & being a DJ when I dun even wanna open my darn mouth to talk when I'm singing on stage.I must be out of my mind.
I guessed I chose Mass Comm because I know I can do well in the course without even spending much effort.True.Coz suddenly like a few days ago,somebody told me I was in the Dean's list,for 2 semesters in fact.Not trying to brag,but honestly,I don't even remember much about working very hard in any of the subjects.Ok,not to say I didn't work hard,but at least I didn't work EXTREMELY hard.Dean's list...gah!Why on earth do I want to be on Dean's list for?I want to get the Overall Achievement Award or the President Award,which involves cash incentives of like a few hundred bucks!Typical of our money-minded college.We get into the Dean's list without even needing to apply for it,but for the other 2 awards,we can't get them even if we apply for it.Of course,the latter involves $$,whereas the former,some stupid cert a.k.a a piece of paper.Again,I'm not being ungrateful.Of course I'm happy my CV's much more nicer now with the additional certs,but I really hoped I got the money so that I can take up Japanese language course.Sigh~now my dreams are all shattered coz this is my last semester already & no matter how much I work hard for these 2 subjects I'm taking,I'd never qualify for another award coz I don't meet the minimum 4 subjects acquirement.Sigh(again),guess I'll just have to loan money from my mum & work my ass off to pay her back wif my kacang puteh side income salaries to learn Japanese.Sigh(for the 3rd time)...
I'm going to keep discouraging people to study in UCSI.
digital love; 16:32
Saturday, 14 July 2007
So I've watched Harry Potter 5.Hmmm...as usual,I wasn't satisfied.But it's ok,I've never had much expectations on HP films.To me,its just a way to summarize the stories for those who don't like to read.Dear said this was the best among all the 5 HP films & many people agreed too.Probably coz everything in the show is clearly explained here(though I found out there were many times where the characters in the show seem to be explaining things while they were walking or hurrying somewhere.To save time I guess.Hehe.Smart).Clearly explained...hmm..to those who have not read the book,maybe.But to me,they missed out a lot of details & interesting sections in the book.Dolores Umbridge was not wicked enough in the movie,instead,I thought she looked kinda 'cute',maybe its the actress's face which I thought looked kinda kind,specially when she smiles.Hahaha.I remember how much I hated her in the book though.Too much information from the book was missing!For instance Kreacher's role,which was supposed to be quite important coz he was the 1 who led to the death of Sirius.There were just too little about Fred & George's Weasley's Wizarding Wheezes.That part where they created a huge havoc in school to revenge on Umbridge wasn't enough.It was alot more magnificent in the book.& Harry's relationship with Cho & bla bla bla bla bla.Ok,is it just me being too fussy?I think it is,hehe.
p/s don't ask my opinion for any HP movie.coz u'll get the same answer eveytime.*shrugs*"Hmm...ok le."
